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But I felt like I was this morning...

I officially lost it at work. I...seized up in a fit of depression, anger, and panic, and ran out of the building. My boss Janine followed me. Helped me calm down. Gave me peanut butter.

Reason for feeling like I was having a mental breakdown? Because I ate cake last night.

CAKE.

Food...really, really, really fucks me up... Literally, I cannot eat without risking some chemical imbalance in my brain... And it...sucks!

So Janine is taking me out to lunch today, then we're going to Borders to find a book on hypoglycemia (because the nutritionist I ended up seeing was crap and Janine had severe hypoglycemia for a long time) and maybe a book on how to eat for my blood type... (AB+, fyi)

• Laundry
• Living room
• Office
• Dining room
• Write Dubs
• Pluck
• Call about debit card
• copyright info
• Thank you cards

• Write SOMETHING every day
• Get credit card debt to go away (84.38%)
• Exercise 5 times a week

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This thing was fun! ...And it was a sufficient distraction while I work on ABoF!

1) Answer the questions below
2) Take each answer and type it into dA search box
3) Take a deviation from the first page of results (may use ' popular' or 'newest' ) and post thumb (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers)
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you

1. The age you will be on your next birthday - 24


2. A place you'd like to travel - England


3. Your favorite place - St. Paul's Cathedral/Fisher's Island


4. Your favorite object - My wedding ring


5. Your favorite food - sushi


6. Your favorite animal - dragon


7. Your favorite color - purple


8. The town/state/etc in which you live - Colorado


9. Name of past pet - Sneakers


10. A dream come true - writing all day long


11. Your nickname/screenname - Thriss


12. Middle name - Joy


13. Favorite Smell - Flowers


14. Bad habit of yours - biting my fingernails


15. Your first job - Craft store girl


16. Favourite Movie - Star Wars


17. What are you doing right now? - eating Pocky


18. Whats The Weather Like? - cold


19. Favourite Sport - Fencing


20. Favourite Music/Style/Band - Celtic

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• Office
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• Write Dubs
• Pluck
• Call about debit card
• copyright info
• Thank you cards

• Write SOMETHING every day
• Get credit card debt to go away (84.38%)
• Exercise 5 times a week

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Zeus, in this context, is my mother-in-law's oldest cat. He's currently dying. I just spend two hours with Elaine in their basement, Zeus lying under the coffee table which we'd pushed to the other side of the room, as he waits for his liver to shut down completely and take the rest of his organs with it. His lungs aren't doing much better, you can tell it's hard for him to breathe.

He's 11 years old, and I've known him for more than half his life. I started dating Jeremy six years ago. Elaine, however, has had him since he was a young, brash, alpha man-boy of a feline. So she's pretty torn up.

When she called, I finished up the chores I was doing and went over. Zeus was always such a pain in the ass (in a loving sort of way) so it was hard to see him just...lying there.

It was really hard to see Elaine so upset. She adores her pets. Absolutely adores them. And seeing Zeus, the oldest, the one in charge, the one who only ever listened to her, dying...yeah, she's a wreck.

So I had her bring out her quilting from her craft room, set it up in the middle of the basement where she can still be with Zeus, and we spend about an hour and a half in a quilting lesson, since she's pretty much amazing at it, and I've only ever put together one square for the beautiful dragon quilt she made for my high school graduation five years ago. So that helped her get some distraction.

I took home a place mat that she started forever ago, just needs to be whip stitched on one side and quilted. I can do that from what she taught me today. Hopefully the promises of coming back with a finished product and spending some time with her to finish the other five will keep her hopes up a little. Her sarcastic-ass younger son sure isn't gonna help...

Sad that Zeus' death is reminding me of this, but I really do have great in laws. As much as I can complain about them, they're good people. The kind of people that I would want to comfort when their favorite pet is dying. ...Or any other member of their family, doesn't have to be a pet, but you know what I mean. If you think about it, people who are in mourning are...so hard to be around. If that person doesn't occupy a special place in your heart...how do you really give them the attention and love that they need without sounding fake or making yourself look like an asshole, at least to yourself?

So take care in your final hours and in the time beyond, Zeus. We'll miss you. Here's hoping there's tons of birds to chase, treats to eat, and females to strut around on the other side for you. And thanks for reminding us all what family is.

• Laundry
• Living room
• Office
• Dining room
• Write Dubs
• Pluck
• Call about debit card
• copyright info
• Thank you cards

• Write SOMETHING every day
• Get credit card debt to go away (84.38%)
• Exercise 5 times a week

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*celyne has finished the commission! YAY! Ladies and gents, I present to you:

Michael N'Gayan!



Sexy, no? Yeeeeeees...

I especially adore my large version with no bars or name

*celyne has a lot of other works that are really awesome, I do suggest checking out her stuff! Very sweet, too.

More on who Michael is to follow. For now, know that he is Scott's grandson, one of three grandkids.

• Laundry
• Living room
• Office
• Dining room
• Write Dubs
• Pluck
• Call about debit card
• copyright info
• Thank you cards

• Write SOMETHING every day
• Get credit card debt to go away (84.38%)
• Exercise 5 times a week